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I haven’t been on here and forever, I guess I became a little to busy in life to aimlessly look at multiple pictures/posts and rant about all kinds of things. I haven’t even posted about my Senior year yet.. Which fucking sucks so far..
My Senior year has just been filled with stress and drama. More drama than stress though, which is sad.
The Drama: Welp, at the beginning of this year, I had this group of friends that I thought were freaking awesome cause we always hung out and had a great time and such.. I was wayy off target. Why I even thought I could be friends with sophomore? I don’t know. I should have known better than to think that they could actually be decent. Actually, that statement is more towards a certain person than the whole group. Hannah Streets. At first she was really cool and weird like me. We agreed on most and had mutual friends. I listened to her when she needed to talk and gave her the best advice I could give.. Then all of the sudden, I went up to her to try and cheer her up and told her I thought she was a good friend. “Funny you say that, cause I have been contemplating the last couple of week if I should be nice to you or not..” Uhm…? What. Everything went down hill from there. Yes, that week I was a little stressed and I tend to take that out on people.. It’s on of my terrible flaws. However, Hannah was not one of those people. She was basing her feelings of me off of other people. I’m sorry, but what happens between me and someone else has nothing to do with you and you need to keep your nose out of it. But, Sophomores…you know? It doesn’t end after that either. She then gets mad at her best friends because she doesn’t want them to be my friend, but they are. This turns into, “Jenny turned all of my friends against me.” Even though Sade and Will were my friends before we knew Hannah Streets existed.. and Rachel, Rimaz and Aaron or just my friends because they want to be and I’m not the one making them choose sides.. and just when you think it ends there.. It continues to passive aggressive tweets towards me (I assume) saying that I’m a bad friend, I’m a bad person, “Oh man. You think everyone loves you, don’t you?”, saying that I’m the immature one and that she isn’t.. Even though when I confronted her about these posts, asking them if they are about me, she was chicken shit and didn’t reply.. ohkay. I even tried being nice and inviting her to come to Carowinds with a group of us, she tweeted about that also! “Don’t invite me to stuff when you don’t want me to go..” Ohkay, If I really didn’t want you to go…I would not have invited you. But I did. because I can face you without a problem and put everything behind to have fun with everyone.. and you can’t. You said no for the wrong reasons, and it’s whatever, that’s up to you. But it’s really annoying how you are crying because you feel ‘so alone’. Which brings me to something else. You can’t sit there and act all depressed because you have no friends and how you are all alone when you get mad at people for no reason and push them away when they try to talk to you.. It’s your fault this is happening. No one else’s. So, I can’t feel sorry for you. Sorry.
I probably left something out because it was so much to deal with.. but in the end, I feel like I didn’t deserve any of this. I haven’t done anything to be treated this way. I refuse to be friends with someone like that. With someone who treats me like shit when I try to help them.
So, to sum this up.
Fuck you, Hannah Streets. Stop blaming all of your issues on me. Own up to your own actions. Oh, and turned out that you are a bad friend..
Man, that felt good. :)
